When I asked myself yesterday why I decided to come to this planet at this time, there was a lot of saviour energy – an illusion that people need to be saved from suffering. It is my most difficult obstacle to overcome – this belief. It stems from ego. No one needs to be saved. If no one needs to be saved, then what is my purpose? Who and how do I serve if I cannot save anyone?
It points me straight to the joy of creating what I want to create and the immediate no one will want this, no one will see this as valuable kind of fear. Grounded, I might add in my life’s experience.
If I do not suffer for my life, then how valuable is it? How can I relieve the suffering of others if I do not know what it is in my life?
We connect through suffering. We connect through a shared experience of pain. We are used to connecting over our shared fears or indignities. We connect through judging and rejecting others. None of that works for me anymore. Does not resonate. No flow. No tingling with the sensation of feeling alive or empowered.
I used to be told ‘get real’. Come back to reality. People are evil and no one cares about you.
Imagine my surprise when I found people who did care, were kind and most importantly, wanted me in their life! I looked for reasons to deserve it and pay them back. Must be something wrong with them, I concluded, and did my best to push them away.
Annoyingly, they stayed.
Essence of core then is to be who you are. Love your dreams relentlessly and take steps to their fulfilment in every moment of every day. Not because they will take you somewhere, you are already there, silly! Because your dreams are who you are.
Sharing your dream, the song of your soul is how you will connect with others who will share theirs with you.
The intimacy of shared dreams is much more expansive than the intimacy of shared pain.
Shared dreams expand your reality into moving towards more joy. The joy of realising your dream. The joy of supporting others in realising theirs. And mastery. True mastery and dedication to the path of heart, the effort of daily work on your dream, the expertise of that is its own reward.